This is my first ever blog , I think this is the best time to say something , as yesterday was one selfless happiest day of my life .Expectations are always a burden .In some situations in life U turns and detours are easier. It takes a great mind to decide whether to accept fate or fight it .
“Always take risk, if you win you will be happy; if u lose you will be wise....”
14th Feb 2010- 1 pm
I was enjoying the sweetness of a mirage while I got a call. Even though I was in the middle of a glorious drama , there was no doubt in my mind whether to attend the call or not . I took the call , “da the exams went well, It was easy , lets hope everything goes well” that conversation gave me a surge of happiness ,which given the situation only that caller’s happiness or success could trigger . I have witnessed the efforts behind that exam being easy , everyone plans for success , and works towards it , I got that call while I was relishing my efforts , still the crux is that I was more happy for that person .
End of December 2009 :
We had an average tour , all the shuffling and swapping acted as a dampener. Some eyes were twinkling with excitement while others where flooding with ego. One good thing was no one was alone ,every one had company . There was no offbeat incident , so everyone had some people to turn to . There was hope ,anger ,love, ego, jealousy , confusion and HIM . I saw him desperately trying to patch up things , knowing very well that its not his cup of tea . It happened on the day we reached back. It didn’t rain , the birds were not sounding sweet , sunrise was not so alluring . It was a dull gloomy day for him , and so for us too. The day when pessimism covered the shining glowing optimism. Even some amateur guys ,who simply for the sheer weird fun of writing an exam, got a better view of the morning sun than him . What made things worse was the fact that the whole world wanted to know how he fared. Not that any one really had a doubt that he will do well, but they just wanted to confirm. That made things which were perfectly bad to worse. It shattered his heart but not his spirit. He decide to time his shaving again !!! He made his decision very clear with one sentence “ May be next time I will get a better rank and opportunity “
He didn’t get placed , he didn’t get placed and he got placed . Finally he got hold of something which can deter him from his dream , something which can stop him from touching the destiny . As a result ,an extremely shattered well determined person was put on a dilemma . To slog for a company which he didn’t care about or to pursue his dream of becoming a teacher . Pros and cons are on . Experts gave their views , friends expressed their concern , parents cared and he decided . He decided to move away from his comfort zone and go to
To be honest I don’t have much idea wat happened there . But knowing him and his way of doing things , I think he studied !!! Even after four years of engg he studied , that alone shows his spirit !!!! He used to call me wen he took five min break or while shaving or while eating , other than ‘bambara kanalle ‘ he didn’t allow anything to distract him .
Kerala:
He studied ,studied ,studied,lived .
13-FEB-2011
If you r reading this , then just know that you are still a just a infra , ethra IISC ayalum va thorrannal therrnilla !!!!